I AM INDIAN

"Hi"
## BUZZ ##

This was the message that I sent to a person on ASIA chat room on yahoo but I didn't get any reply from the person. So,I pressed the BUZZ once again and somehow I got the reply this time

" Hi !!! "
asl ??

ASL is very common question in yahoo chat rooms which means age, sex ,location, and I go with same reply every time so I typed

"20 male "

I usually avoid telling my country's name for this question, In some time I got another response

"I am 20 F Pakistan"

It was my first ever chat with any Pakistani person.I was very excited because I had many questions about Pakistan and
I wanted to know the actual thoughts of Pakistani people.
She typed

"which place??"

I typed
"niida"

By mistaked I had typed noida as niida but I didn't bothered to correct it and she also didn't asked me further.So we started chatting, she asked me many general things
but the chat became interesting when she asked me

"r u engaged ???"

I replied
" no !! "
i was pretending to be a very funny guy, So I typed

"Whenever I proposes any girl,they reply me that they will think and they never think on my proposal, I believe I am ugly enough to get engaged "

she replied

"beauty comes last ! Personality and other things can impress the girl,I will tell u how to impress girls :)  "

We chatted for 45 minutes,and in this time she was chatting to me like as if I was her best friend,she told me many secrets of her life,about her boy-friends
the way she told me her story i was slowly getting attracted to her, she was highly impressive.

And I also tried to make her laugh for the time we chatted,she told me that

" I am the best ever online guy she has got on chatrooms !!!
Then she asked me

"do u like rains ?? "

I replied
yes, I like to play and ride bike in rain

she told me that

"I love rain because whatever I wish from Allah in rain, he gives me !!
and its raining here and I am wishing for u "that u get a girlfriend soon"she asked me

"Can I add to you to my friend-list ??

Instead of responding back , I send her friend request so that we can chat again,she accepted my request and we were then friends on yahoo chat.


We chatted for some more time in the night and she asked

"So hows weather in your niida?? "

This time I told here
"Its not niida,its Noida , it is a city near Delhi in INDIA !!!!

After sending this message,I didn't get any reply.
Many things came in my mind and eventually I came to a conclusion that since I am Indian ,she do not want to talk to me anymore as she just stopped replying after knowing the fact that I am Indian, I got irritated and thought what the idiotic thing is that ??

We chatted for such a long time and we created a bond of friendship,she was saying me that I was the best boy she ever met in chat-rooms.

But what is this now?? she stopped replying just because I am INDIAN.

Then I never chatted that girl,one day she came online.
and typed

"Hi !! "

I didn't replied her and I signed out of the chat with all my anger , furthermore I deleted her from my friend list as well.

After one day when I got offline messages of that girl she said

"are you angry with me??
I didn't replied that day because power connection was gone that day and my PC got turn off

I am sorry!!! "

As I was reading that message, some key got pressed and her message was deleted. Now I was angry on myself. What a fool I am ! What bad things I thought about her, I was in sorrow and guilt.

I had already deleted her contact and the chats,so I could not got her contact her again .

But I am still searching her to say SORRY ,
and waiting for rains so that I can also wish Allah that give me a chance to chat her again , give a chance to say sorry , give me chance to be friend again.